Reality has forbid me to blog?

Posted by miuki as Gamer's Diary

It’s been days since I actually wrote anything. I’ve done a lot of thinking, so to say. But it seems the thoughts didn’t come out to actual actions.

On the other hand, I don’t want to be just writing for the sake of writing something. I want to do it for the sake of having the urge to do so. I love the idea of blogging cause it creates a satisfaction that only I, myself, can feel. It’s something that not everyone can comprehend but many would somewhat agree with me (I hope).

Though this entry itself still has no relation to the aspect of creating this blog to begin with. Still, as the author, I feel the need to actually present what I feel and what I’m doing the past few days to reason why I’ve not written anything.

Reason no. 1:

I have not been playing any games yet. Though I’ve recovered my WoW account, but I have not been able to actually settle myself down and start power-leveling my character to 70.

So since I’m still not a gamer, I have no right to write in the view of one.

Then again, there are always other games that I can actually explore while trying to settle myself down. Still. Well… This is so not getting anywhere.

Reason no. 2:

I’ve actually been busy trying to organize my thought and fight for “time” with my alter ego who apparently claims to be the better half of my physical being and is somewhat refraining me, as in Miuki, to write something that me, Miuki, would write.

She claims that she is busy with work and everything else, but I know (I’m her after all), it’s an excuse to cover up for her selfishness to conquer what we agreed to share on.